Well today is my last friday on maternity leave. On tuesday I will be returning to work for the first time since the middle of september. I am not looking forward to leaving Kylee all day long. Although she will be in good hands while we are working, it is still more than alittle nerve racking. The anxiety I have had the last few days is like nothing I have experienced before. Everyone tells me the first couple days are rough but that it will get easier everyday. I certainly hope so. Its hard to imagine not seeing her smiling face all day or hearing her squeals of delite. I will even miss her sad little tears. The only thing that makes this new chapter some what bearable is that I love our daycare provider. She is amazing with Kylee and the other children she takes care of. Being home with Kylee the last 4.5 months has been the most challenging and rewarding time of my life. I am very happy that my work had such a great maternity leave program that allowed me to spend so much quality bonding time with her. Now back to the working world I must go.
No comments:
Post a Comment